My Happy Medium

Didn’t even think about it until it just kinda happened, but here it is heh:

Should I or should I not? Hmmm

I don’t update this thing very often, though I always have lots to say. Sometimes its cause I’m too lazy to write them down, but almost all of the time its cause I hold my tongue. This morning, I feel like saying something but as usual, I won’t. The only reason I even got motivated to finally post something is because I couldn’t sleep last night and I am kinda grumpy; tiredness always lowers my sense of self-control. While my tiredness has lowered my self-control to unleash some bitching, I am not tired enough to bitch about what I really wanted to bitch about; so I’ll just bitch about my inability to bitch about what I want to bitch about. I use to have the balls to call things as they were cause I was never afraid of causing offense. That just ain’t me anymore. And it sucks. This blog use to be at least therapeutic if not entertaining when I would rant the shit out of anything I wanted. Am I weak sauce? Cause I feel like it right now…

Maybe its just the tired talking…